fablehill ([info]fablehill) wrote,
@ 2006-10-08 17:00:00
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Current location:home
Current mood: panicked
Current music:nuthin...

created a NaNo journal
Hey guys. I decided to create a nanowrimo/writing journal, and it's named thecity_of_luz . Go check it out, by my friend again. That'd make me oh so happy.

I've been feeling rather glum lately, and it's one of those things where you know why you're upset and that your reasons are rediculous, but you keep feeling that way despite. I was sort of swamped with fear that my friend didn't like me anymore, though she told me several times I was crazy, and I've just keep getting hit with wave after wave of panic, like everything's spinning out of control even though it isn't. I think I'm having an early mental breakdown this year, seeing as last year I didn't have any. Maybe that's just fate evening itself out or something. I just hope this depression and semi-terror goes away soon, I'd like to start enjoying my life again soon.

Take care everyone. Do nanowrimo, it's a fun way to drive yourself up a wall.

Fable




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[info]nillion
2006-10-08 10:35 pm UTC (link)
Hehe. Sounds good. I'm not doing a nanowrimo, though. I'm studying! >.

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[info]fablehill
2006-10-09 01:21 am UTC (link)
psht. smarty pants, writing yourself to insanity is so much better :P

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[info]nillion
2006-10-09 01:46 am UTC (link)
Indeed, but there's $21,500 a year telling me to do otherwise. I need to keep a 3.5, you know.

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Panic
[info]twovultures
2006-10-08 11:51 pm UTC (link)
I know what you mean about panic. I felt that way the night before a math exam recently.
I managed to calm myself down in two ways: First, by shouting the Orc battlecry "WAAAAAAGH!" (I swear, that thing really gets you pumped), and by remembering the song lyrics to "We're not gonna fall" by Children of Bodom: Take my hand and fly/don't you be afraid/we're not gonna crash, not gonna fall.

Yeah, I have weird ways of de-stressing. But they actually work.

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Re: Panic
[info]fablehill
2006-10-09 01:21 am UTC (link)
I actually screamed as loud as I could, after everyone had left, at the football game this friday. It helped, screaming can be so theraputic ^^

Actually, I can top your weird ways of de-stressing. My preforming arts teacher guided my class in meditation and one of those visual-journey things for the first time when I was in about sixth grade, and while on this 'mental excursion' I met an old man. He sits by a fire and when I'm feeling really low I just picture myself leaning on his shoulder and crying, and it's actually really comforting. I think he might be my gaurdian angel or my image of God, or something.

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Re: Panic
[info]cosmomckinley
2006-10-09 02:32 pm UTC (link)
Sounds a lot like the wise old man archetype.
for more on that:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jungian_psychology
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wise_Old_Man

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[info]orangecoat
2006-10-09 12:03 am UTC (link)
I love NaNoWriMo.

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[info]fablehill
2006-10-09 01:22 am UTC (link)
*glomp* me too. *happy serene face takes over*

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[info]aliseadae
2006-10-09 01:34 am UTC (link)
Nano is awesome.

Don't forget MITY ones love you!

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[info]oh_bored_one
2006-10-10 12:23 am UTC (link)
No time for NaNo... I'd fail miserably at it, anyways. :)

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